Destrudo
We stopped on the bridge to watch
the rush of spring runoff divide
around pilings, blue as a vein.
Like psychic vertigo, that sense
that the mind might suddenly split,
and one half push the other out
over the water—the body drawn down
by the force of fear and un-wished
temptation, the railing so low,
even the wind could do it. I stood
in your arms, your chin on my shoulder,
the sky perfectly ripe. Behind us,
the red sun teetered like a car
on the edge of a cliff, then dropped.
I forgive you for saying you’d catch me;
I would have said it too.
Copyright © Henrietta Goodman. White Whale Review, issue 2.2